Ok. So fir the longest time my weight has been anywhere from 225-250 on and off cycle. A few months ago I decided to take some off due to injuries....got a littlle sloppy and decided to lean out before beginning again . I am currenty at 210...IT FEELS AND LOOKS STRANGE. but I think I want to stay under 220. I'm just having a hard time, lol, commiting to it. Personally I just want to eat and blow up back to 230 but health wise it doesn' t make sense.

How do you guys handle change . Or am I the only one who suffers from a mild case of body dysmorphia? Haha