I think I may have come to the decision that bulking is way to hard on my body anymore. I find it increasingly difficult to cram calories, let alone move around at heavy weight. I began a current cycle at around 221 and sitting at 238 today...it's just difficult to move. I'll be 43 this year and maybe it's time to just strength train, just maintenance...I don't know. I like being big, but I don't think my body does. Curious if you guys have had any similar thoughts on this...is a passing thing? or has age got me? also injury recovery is not what it used to be. I have some personal issues that may be playing a role in my mental state, just struggling right now to find an answer.