Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

[rnixon]

I've never lost anyone really close to me and cannot imagine. I remember a tear in my eye at the funeral of the man who taught me how to carve. Take care.....

[daved150]

Re: Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

i know your pain bro...you remember i lost my pop's in 09.....its still with me...that sence of loss....but i know he's there, pushing me in everything i do...i hear his words of wisdom every day...i trick myself into happiness by convincing myself he's in a better place...he's with my brother and all the other i've lost...when in reality...i'm a selfish fuk and want him here still with me!!
but......i do take piece in knowing he'd appreciate that....kick me in the azz and tell me to worry about taking care of myself.... we will always have the memory's of our loved ones lost....their wisdom...past guidance, will continue to guide us every day!! THAT is what we must remember..... all the good times...all the lessons...all the love and care. and....all the kicks in the azz when we were being stupid. she wont ever leave you brother....not really...always there...in your ear. just listen.

you know...anything i could possibly do, i will bro!!! you have my #....if not...why the hell not??!! pm me and i'll happily give it.

[unclem]

Re: Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

This isnt about me Undlem, but about my experience and I do try to be happy, because thats what he would have wanted, just as Dzone's mom would have. He will always be with me..and in some way they will let you know they are there..

i know who its about and i talked personnally with dzone, i just feel really bad with anybody who loses a loved one. i dont just say it, i really do care like all the rest of us. and i know loss but thats between me and god.

[Dzone]

Re: Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

i know who its about and i talked personnally with dzone, i just feel really bad with anybody who loses a loved one. i dont just say it, i really do care like all the rest of us. and i know loss but thats between me and god.

No doubt brutha. I was glad we got a chance to talk and I can say that you are a damn good person unclem. Im glad to be able to call you my friend.

[Dzone]

Re: Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

i know your pain bro...you remember i lost my pop's in 09.....its still with me...that sence of loss....but i know he's there, pushing me in everything i do...i hear his words of wisdom every day...i trick myself into happiness by convincing myself he's in a better place...he's with my brother and all the other i've lost...when in reality...i'm a selfish fuk and want him here still with me!!
but......i do take piece in knowing he'd appreciate that....kick me in the azz and tell me to worry about taking care of myself.... we will always have the memory's of our loved ones lost....their wisdom...past guidance, will continue to guide us every day!! THAT is what we must remember..... all the good times...all the lessons...all the love and care. and....all the kicks in the azz when we were being stupid. she wont ever leave you brother....not really...always there...in your ear. just listen.

you know...anything i could possibly do, i will bro!!! you have my #....if not...why the hell not??!! pm me and i'll happily give it.

For sure daved. Havent talked to you in a long time and would be great to do some catching up with you brother. You and I have been thru some similar things bro. PM your # and I will do the same
Yes, I know exactly what you mean dave. I really feel my moms spirit, giving me the strength to endure this and begin a new chapter in my life. Its been really painful, but I can do it. Gosh, its so unusual to have such a great online family like we do here. Ive gained a lot of comfort just by reading all the kindness that has been shown me this week here on FG. Honestly its way more than I could have ever expected. I am very grateful to everyone here. If I could I would give you all a hug and tell you all how much you are appreciated.

[unclem]

Re: Miss my mom so much. Love you guys.

hey the pleasure is mine dzone. god bless you my friend.