how do you battle depression ?

[diggi]

Re: how do you battle depression ?

The truth is I did have alot of girlfriends, some of them I loved and cared about some of them I just fooled around but this one was something different.. I don`t know what made her so different but she was the one who I considered it will be "the one" you know what I mean..

At this stage she is most likely confused, angry with me, probably wants to rest her mind and have some fun.. she has alot of family and friends in Germany and she hasn`t seen them in years.. so even when I was with her I knew that she would leave for two months.. like I said she`s coming on August 18th..

How does she feel about me.. ?? hmm well the only person that really knows that is her. I believe she still loves me (in a romantic kinda way) but not as much as she used to because of how bad i rteated her ..etc.. which is fine.. she knows how I am and she knows how good and bad I can be.. I have apologised to her many times for calling her names when I get mad or just acting like a jerk. She did give me many chances which I took advantage of and now its too late.

We have been broken up for what 3 to 4 months.. but..we saw eachother lots of times hung out, had dinner/lunch etc.. and all of those times she fell down for me.. trying to kiss me hold my hand and pretend like we still are together.. She`s been talking to this guy for a few months now, nothing serious she told me she doesn`t love him but she likes him and might wanna focus on him.. which is also fine with me..

Before she left for Germany she told me we will keep in touch via e-mails.. and stuff like that..and that was it.. she also told me she will miss me and told me that 2 months will fly away so fast I won`t even notice it..this and that..

I don`t know what kind of person she will be once she returns to the states but whatever happens happens.

I was thinking about ignoring all of her e-mails or if she tries to contact me through phone, msn, aim etc.. so basicly ignore her for the whole 2 months no ANY contact whatsoever.. I know it will be hard but I wanna see how much she cares about me during this 'no contact' time.

Even when she comes home.... I wouldn`t be contacting her or anything.. you know make her scratch her head a bit and all.. see how she really thinks when I`m not there at all..

[mick-G]

Re: how do you battle depression ?

Bro i hate to say it, but if you don't know how she feels, than there is a lack of communication somewhere. Also, if you say that you have broke up for 3-4months, why in hell are you still going out with her, lol! Sounds like she is using you for when she doesn't have anything else to do. Also, i would keep in mind that if she has this "other guy" then she has no commitment to you. What, do you actually think if she meets some guys in Germany that shes going to give a secound thought about you before she goes out with them, lol? Shes keeping you on a line, by saying "we'll" email each other etc. Sounds like she wants to control what you do, even while shes away. She know you are vulnerable and is taking advantage of it. How much effort do you think its going to take for her to type a few hyped up emails??, and for who's benifit?? I don't mean to sound crude here, but to me it sounds like she has already moved on and your still trying to convice yourself that theres still a chance by keeping in contact. Do yourself a favor Diggi cut this off clean, cause even if you don't think it, shes making a fool out of you.

[kite]

Re: how do you battle depression ?

Bro i hate to say it, but if you don't know how she feels, than there is a lack of communication somewhere. Also, if you say that you have broke up for 3-4months, why in hell are you still going out with her, lol! Sounds like she is using you for when she doesn't have anything else to do. Also, i would keep in mind that if she has this "other guy" then she has no commitment to you. What, do you actually think if she meets some guys in Germany that shes going to give a secound thought about you before she goes out with them, lol? Shes keeping you on a line, by saying "we'll" email each other etc. Sounds like she wants to control what you do, even while shes away. She know you are vulnerable and is taking advantage of it. How much effort do you think its going to take for her to type a few hyped up emails??, and for who's benifit?? I don't mean to sound crude here, but to me it sounds like she has already moved on and your still trying to convice yourself that theres still a chance by keeping in contact. Do yourself a favor Diggi cut this off clean, cause even if you don't think it, shes making a fool out of you.