Struggling

[Speedracer59]

I am down to a little ove 11% body fat and tring toget down to about 8. Problem is I drink a ton.Decided to quit after new years.Well I went hunting and drank beer all weekend although I cut back about 8-12 beers a night.I dont drink any during the week.This weekend I did some pills to help forgrt the beer and wiskey.It sort of work I only drank a 6pack of tall cans and 3 straight crowns at a bar.I took 6 1mg klonopins and 3 somas(FRi. Sat and Sun..Beleive me this is a cut major back.On a nomal weekend I normaly Dink about 24- 40 beers a night or a 5th of Crown and a twelve pack.This is why I cant get rid of my love handles.I am determined to quit. The longest I have quit was my first and only cycle.I t has been this way for 8 years.This weekend I am going to try to be clean all weekend wish me luck. Sorry just had to get that off my chest.

[Skarn]

Damn, bro. It's good to vent sometimes. I do indeed wish you luck and just remember, you are not helping your body with the drinking.

BTW, I took 3 Soma's this weekend also because of hurting my lower back and all I can say is damn! They knocked me out eachh day within an hour of taking them. I like sleep and all, but I didn't even watch any of the playoff games!

Good luck bro, keep strong!

[goliath.jr]

Good luck brother. Alcoholism isn't an easy thing to overcome.

[Speedracer59]

try em with 6 klonopin too with some crown.WOW! No really dont . Like I said I did that this weekend just wanted to sleep. I did rde a mechanical bull though. Made it 8 seconds too.

[Speedracer59]

By the way thanks a million for the encouragement. You guy are the sh**.

[jack hust]

good luck bro i just quit myself more money for gear best wishes

[Speedracer59]

Originally posted by jack hust
good luck bro i just quit myself more money for gear best wishes

I figured it up and I will save on avarage150-200 bucks a weekend.

[BigSoda]

good luck bro.

[rexxer]

Damn,,, I remember when I was young and able to put them away like that,,,,then I had a rude awakening and quit that was 20 some years ago,it can be a real struggle,the longer your off the better it and your body gets.Be determined and strong and you'll overcome this obsticle,its for the best, Good Luck Bro!

[dot1]

Good luck bro, I have a family history of substance abuse and look at my good fortune of being able to stop at 1 or 3 (sometimes 3 or 4 ). Seriously, look into a 12 step program, if you are ready. If not, good luck until then. You have to be ready and do it for yourself.

[JohnnyB]

Originally posted by Speedracer59
klonopin

I've done those before to help get me off other dope, it didn't, just made it worst. But thank God I'm off.

The first step to recovery is asking for or admitting you need help. So your on the right road, Bro.

JohnnyB

[darmadoc]

Klonopin is a very addictive drug, and, with all due respect, it sounds like you have a bit of an addiction problem. I'd try not to substitute one for the other. Have you ever visited an AA meeting? They have them all over the place and you might hear something helpful to you.

[Speedracer59]

I am quitting everything. Thanks for the encouragement and advise.The shit is really holding me back as far as training. I got some good advise from "trip" I am going to take. He talks as though he has known me for years.

[JohnnyB]

Speedracer I'll be praying for you Bro

JohnnyB

[winnie]

Stay strong bro, better times only come through tough times.