Hey family, it's been a long time since I logged on here. The last three years have been a self made nightmare, all by my own doing. It took being homeless on the streets of NY to realize how good life truly is. I'm finally clean and sober, in a fairly long term program,12-18mnths and now am able to start school in a month or so for my personal trainer cert and physical rehab. I've missed out on alot of things such as a few passings both on the boards and personally.I'd like to start coming on here and a few other boards as well just to keep myself grounded and if for anything else to brush up on many things I've forgotten. I truly want this, sobriety, this time. I've now got 7mnths clean and yes, all in a row lol. Dethklok if you see this post please hit me up via pm or text me. I pm'd you with a new but temporary number...roc.
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Hey man glad youre back. You can do it. No doubt about it.
I ended a 6 year bender in 2008 and havent touched a drop of alcohol since. I dont even think about it except to think of how disgusting and evil it is.. Me ever having a drink is completely out of the question. I am so utterly grateful every day that I was able to stop. Had friends check me into rehab numerous times, nothing worked. Almost lost everything I had because of booze. Now I am 100% restored, rebuilt my business and saved my home. Looking back now, I cant believe how dark and evil alcohol can be. Unless one has truly gone down that dark path, they really cant understand. But I did. And I know just how dark it can be. Stopping drinking was possibly the best decision I have ever made in my whole life. Saved my life.
Wow, life is good.
You can do it. Hang tough and your entire life will be restored.
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Aww man it's great to see so many people that are not only still here but that have been thru the turmoil of addiction and made it out alive. FUZO, it's great to hear from you brother. You've done great work with this board and on FB too!"Who me? I'm like 500lbs. Who me? I'm like at least 150. What do I weigh? I'm like 7ft tall" Lester Beetlejuice Green
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With me Dk it's never about the program, it's my mindset that's faulty. Two things I know how to do well are jail and program. I seem to be able to sort of sail thru pretty much without a problem, it's when I allow myself to get bored or complacent.not going to enuff meetings, no gym, call out sick and just kick back too much. After getting back in touch with some friends I haven't spoken to in a year or so I've found out one of my closest friends passed away last summer, and he was clean the last time I heard from him, died of an OD...in his car, spike still in his arm. Then just as I was down to my last few mg's of methadone my sister had called the office I was working in to tell me my father had just passed. Things happen for a reason, now I know it's true. I don't know how I would've handled the news had I still been out there ripping and running or without NA/AA. This time if I even think of using I'll be disrespecting my father,family and friends. I need to get this right for good this time."Who me? I'm like 500lbs. Who me? I'm like at least 150. What do I weigh? I'm like 7ft tall" Lester Beetlejuice Green
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