because testosterone SUCKS too many complications, EQ SUCKS as well. maybe im just too sensative to these drugs. 3-4 weeks in i ALWAYS get complications.....NO MORE! they just make my life a living hell. i envy the guys who post saying their strength is threw the roof or thier dick is hard 24/7, they feel like supermen ect...what the fuck i get NONE of those reactions from gear. i feel sick all the time, dizzy,nautious, depressed, anxious, panicy. i have not gone to the gym in over a week, im fustrated to the max. however diet is still in line. what the fuck are my options?????? i get small/skinny very fast when i diet down.