Re: too old
Why not just put all your effort into BJJ and compete in grappling tournaments? That may fulfill your competitive nature.
That is really a question only you can answer. If it is pissing your wife off, then that would weigh a lot considering you aren't a fighter. That is a tough one man....giving up one of your passions...there is never an easy answer
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