Sorry to hear Mike. Looks like you have no choice, but to remain on your own. This is very bittersweet, but like FUZO said "Time heals all wounds". Yes, it is good to talk to ppl on this, as it will help you in healing. The hurt will suck for a while, but like everthing in life, it will start subsiding in time and later you will find another. If you can get over the death of a close mate, you can make it through anything Mike. Try to keep busy, go out and be optimistic. Oh, and next time you meet a girl, make sure she is not Muslim lol.