Just to make it better im losing my best freind my soul mate my lover my hero my wife I have to leave her tomorrow long story short she is sick bad from copd had sugery 7-8'mths ago had to quite my job to run her business and I find out 5 mths ago she is a drunk no nice way to say it I am in a dark hole and don't know what way is up or down but it's killing me watching her drink from 5. Am till she goes to sleep I can't watch it I love her too much and does
It make me a crap to leave her she won't change even when i
Beg on my knees I have tried everything to get her to stop she will lose most of what she owns when I leave
I have talked to God and he says leave if she drys out come back but I don't caRe if u guys think I am a wuss my heart hurts I'm dying and I can't stop crying but I get up Ed go. Make $ to help her when I leave I'm gonna send her every dime I can she is my wife how
Can I smile
Agin no
Meds