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Letting Out Some Anger....
I guess shes in the age that she thinks shes the shit. I grauated 2000 from high school and I had a bunch of freinds. I dont consider myself cool or popular cause I spoke to everyone in school. To me there are no such things as loosers. It all just depends if your social or not. Me I was social, would party like crazy get all drunk and all. After graduation I kinda chilled, I was more laid back, this happens to most people after graduation, that u dont get to see all of the people u used to hang out with no more(truth).
Well my sisters are in (8)middle school and in (12)high school. They think there the shit cause the little ones a cheerleader and the other one is in track or was. They call me shit that I dont do shit or Im a loser cause I aint got no friends. This pisses me off cause they dont know jack shit about life after highschool. They think life is all about friends and going out.
Hey I settle down, I dont need friends and yes they still come around asking and looking for me, but the thing is that in high school I never had a girlfirned cause I wanted the right girl for me. Now I have the girl I always wanted, decent, nice, loyal, smart, hard-worker, what else can I ask for. I settled down, no more fun and games or getting wasted coming home at 5-7 in the morning. Do I have to be cool I tell them, do I have to be all of the above, that shit pisses the shit out of me. I really hope that it gets through thier thiick heads that life after highschool is not all about partying and getting wasted, it more about thinking for you future and starting how to survuve in the real fricken world.
Today I had a fucking bad day. The thing was I was gonna go to work and my mom decided that my sister was gonna need the car for work to. I wanted to take the car cause I could come out at anytime from work, maybe earlier or later. I told my mom that I needed the car and my sister had to but in(little brat was in a pissed off mood cause of her friends) She doesnt really like her old friends so I guess she tries to take out on others. The thing is me and my mom were arguing over the car, and she has to butt in and tell me shit. I told her, your fucking talking like ur friends. She kept on telling me shit, and it got to my nerves. I m a very impatient person. I got in her face and told her to quit her shit. She kinda pushes me and I just shoved her away from me. The litttle brat comes at me trying to punch me and all. I grab her and hold her down for her not to hit me. My mom all *****ing at me not to hit her "hit her, come on, I know more than that", I aint gonna hit her but yes Im gonnna hold her form her hitting me. Well the little thing ended. The again im cooking food and she wants to pass by and she hits me again, little #@$ again did it. Again I push her away from me and hold her down. Finally the thing ended. I went away to my room.
Im here guessing why is she being like this. I NOTICED one thing, that every guy that talks to her just donest call anymore. Seriously I think guys dont really like her when they get to know her right. And about her friends her not liking them, its cause her friends are ho's and she dont like that. I dont know why she has all this anger and lets it out on others. OH AND WHEN SHE WANTS TO WORKOUT IN ROOM, she bugging the hell out of me and I cannot do that to her when Im working out cause it buggs her. I just hate that. Right now my dad tells me not to hit her, please me hitting a girl, come on. OH YEAH, but she can hit me my dad says. How stupid is that.
I guess I have come to one conclusion and get the fuck out of this house. Probably this year Im gonna think of getting a new apartment for me and my girl. I cannot stand my family anymore. My little sister(pain in the ass and spoiled), other sister(thinks shes the shit cause shes a senior and parties), mom(shes cool but sometimes ya gets to me), dad(love the guy, respect but always gives the reasons to my sisters, I always had to share with my sisters, never me), ya Im tired of this shit. When I move out I dont wanna hear crap from them for a while, I wanna live finally in piece away from all the whinning and crying.
Guys dont think Im a freak or anything like that, Im just having here trouble, and I need to start a new life away from this f-uped family I got. I wanna be on my own without anyone telling me to share, what time to go in(never do, but still), food to eat, things like that. If not Im thinking of getting a dorm down at the University this coming fall semester. Awesome rooms we got.
Im tired of writing guys.
Well my sisters are in (8)middle school and in (12)high school. They think there the shit cause the little ones a cheerleader and the other one is in track or was. They call me shit that I dont do shit or Im a loser cause I aint got no friends. This pisses me off cause they dont know jack shit about life after highschool. They think life is all about friends and going out.
Hey I settle down, I dont need friends and yes they still come around asking and looking for me, but the thing is that in high school I never had a girlfirned cause I wanted the right girl for me. Now I have the girl I always wanted, decent, nice, loyal, smart, hard-worker, what else can I ask for. I settled down, no more fun and games or getting wasted coming home at 5-7 in the morning. Do I have to be cool I tell them, do I have to be all of the above, that shit pisses the shit out of me. I really hope that it gets through thier thiick heads that life after highschool is not all about partying and getting wasted, it more about thinking for you future and starting how to survuve in the real fricken world.
Today I had a fucking bad day. The thing was I was gonna go to work and my mom decided that my sister was gonna need the car for work to. I wanted to take the car cause I could come out at anytime from work, maybe earlier or later. I told my mom that I needed the car and my sister had to but in(little brat was in a pissed off mood cause of her friends) She doesnt really like her old friends so I guess she tries to take out on others. The thing is me and my mom were arguing over the car, and she has to butt in and tell me shit. I told her, your fucking talking like ur friends. She kept on telling me shit, and it got to my nerves. I m a very impatient person. I got in her face and told her to quit her shit. She kinda pushes me and I just shoved her away from me. The litttle brat comes at me trying to punch me and all. I grab her and hold her down for her not to hit me. My mom all *****ing at me not to hit her "hit her, come on, I know more than that", I aint gonna hit her but yes Im gonnna hold her form her hitting me. Well the little thing ended. The again im cooking food and she wants to pass by and she hits me again, little #@$ again did it. Again I push her away from me and hold her down. Finally the thing ended. I went away to my room.
Im here guessing why is she being like this. I NOTICED one thing, that every guy that talks to her just donest call anymore. Seriously I think guys dont really like her when they get to know her right. And about her friends her not liking them, its cause her friends are ho's and she dont like that. I dont know why she has all this anger and lets it out on others. OH AND WHEN SHE WANTS TO WORKOUT IN ROOM, she bugging the hell out of me and I cannot do that to her when Im working out cause it buggs her. I just hate that. Right now my dad tells me not to hit her, please me hitting a girl, come on. OH YEAH, but she can hit me my dad says. How stupid is that.
I guess I have come to one conclusion and get the fuck out of this house. Probably this year Im gonna think of getting a new apartment for me and my girl. I cannot stand my family anymore. My little sister(pain in the ass and spoiled), other sister(thinks shes the shit cause shes a senior and parties), mom(shes cool but sometimes ya gets to me), dad(love the guy, respect but always gives the reasons to my sisters, I always had to share with my sisters, never me), ya Im tired of this shit. When I move out I dont wanna hear crap from them for a while, I wanna live finally in piece away from all the whinning and crying.
Guys dont think Im a freak or anything like that, Im just having here trouble, and I need to start a new life away from this f-uped family I got. I wanna be on my own without anyone telling me to share, what time to go in(never do, but still), food to eat, things like that. If not Im thinking of getting a dorm down at the University this coming fall semester. Awesome rooms we got.
Im tired of writing guys.
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