So I spent alot of cash on this bike, it's one all the "other kids" had when I was growing up. I just said screw it and got one ! I found they still make them so I bought the frame and forks then tricked it out with all the other stuff and this is what I have. im tellin ya I really have gotten this drive lately to just make s#it happen. I've cut way back on all the bulls#it thats not doing anything for me and im just going for it now. everything I haven't done or regretted not doing,..done with. whole new attitude even more so now !! in six more years I'll be fifty for cryin out loud and I'll be damned if im going to be that person sitting on my ass all f#cked up and saying to myself "man, I wish I woulda done that when I was younger". my girlfriend thinks it's alot of money (sure it is) and I know my mom is gonna trip but ya know what I dont care anymore what people think or how much it's gonna cost me. thats why I've been bummed out and I am where I am. Im gonna look good this summer, I have a good job comming up, and im gonna just go out and do s#it and make things happen. im so f'ing done with other people telling me whether or when "im ready", quit going to Kempo for awhile cause of that too. im going to the gym, im going to solo climb Mt. Jefferson finally, race BMX, catch big fish and just enjoy the rest of my life by making me and other people happy and setting some examples...like I do.

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