Well.. it finally happened and I felt it was gonna end this way. She broke up with me and told me everything and once again she could be honest and she might not be. Anyways, she told me she still loves me (which i don't believe but thats her story) however she doesn't feel "the need" to be with me anymore. Like she is not excited to see or talk to me as she used to be once when we first started going out. Also, she thought I was a guy that she was gonna have the perfect relationship with but I guess it didn't happend that way. When I asked her if she's doing this because her ex might still be in her head, she told me that she doesn't love him anymore nor' does she wan't to be with him anymore HOWEVER for the past three days or so he is in her head and she doesn't know why. She's been on PMS very miserable and depressed but she doesn't know why her ex is still in her head. I don't think what to believe here anymore but the bottom line was I told her if she wants that its ok with me (i really fell for this girl hard) so i told her its ok with me when in fact i am lying..but as i told her its ok with me.. and i respect her decision and her feelings and wish her good luck in her life.. so thats about it...
im glad that i at least know where i stand
im glad that i at least know where i stand
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