day 3 of my long road

[BigSoda]

many of u know that I have battled with oxcycottin abuse for a while now,well its day 3 without any,I came to my moms in the country to quite cold turkey,I feel like a truck ran over me.Its just time to change my life,I have changed as a man because of these pills ,lost alot of $,friends and most of all I lost the women I love because these pills had my mind in other places,Thats the main reason for me comming to my moms ,I lost the girl I wanted to marry,now she is in NJ and Im in VA and she still talks to me but I dont know how I can get her back,I know this is gonna take time and things need to work themselves out but Its driving me crazy comming off these things and all im thinking about is her and I.I think it takes about 5-7 days to start feeling better when the pills are out of my system.Damn this sucks I feel like shit.

[BigSoda]

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Ive been praying all day to feel better

[edvedr]

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best of luck bro..i know first hand the struggle with these. many a friends dead or messed up. and i played with fire for a few years. don't be afraid to get help from else where, this drug is stronger than most things in life. usually withdrawels subside after 1 week depending on how bad you were. imo the only real way to get rid of this completely once u get to a certain point is with a rapid body detox. look into it bro, it helped 4 of my buddies. it can be costly but at least check it out. best of luck, my thoughts are with you!!!!

[bowbow]

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Best of luck soda, Be strong and we're all pulling for you here bro

[BM]

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Ive been praying all day to feel better

I'm praying for you too bro. Unfortunately though, it will take longer than 5-7 days. I know from 1st hand experience. A web site that will help www.bluelight.nu
Go there and do a search on opiate withrawal and you will get a ton of info that wil help you get through this tough time. The depression was the hardest part for me. And send me a PM with a number I can reach you at if your cell phone is still not working. Or just call and leave a message on my cell. You can do this bro. We're here for you.

[edvedr]

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check out bluelight!!!! its a great site...i've been a member for years. durin my rec drug days i learned alot off that site about alot of drugs.

[FUZO]

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ONE DAY AT A TIME,EACH DAY IS A STRUGGLE

[solidground]

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good choice to come off bro..those things are seriously dangerous..ive had a similar addiction with Vics that i got through for awhile..it took about a week of feeling like shit but stick it through - for the most part youll just be tired all the time..I wouldsuggest you get detoxed tho..anyway you should be proud of yourself for realizing that they are interfering with the important things in your life and actually doing something about it..good luck bro, wish you the best with your girl too..if its meant to be it will work out

[daved150]

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soda, i had no idea bro. i know there is nothing i could possibly do for you, but you do have my best wishes and prayers! i watched a brother go through some ruff withdrawls from crack..i could'nt believe what i watched from him, and it killed me to sit and watch this but, when it was done....it was done, and he is back to the brother i grew up with. it will be done, you will be better, you will be stronger..we will be praying.

[angryoldman]

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Good luck Pally. The power of prayer is a strong gift. Hang in there, don't give up, and think of all the people around you that love you. For one, your mom. I've never taken them, but do know a good friend who had a battle with them as well. Damn man, good luck. Enjoy your time with your mom.

[Symbolic]

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We are all with you brother....You can do it...

[space mountain]

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good luck soda . ive known you for a while now bro.. ill pray for your recovery !

[mick-G]

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Good luck Bro! Talk to God always helps. Just don't get down on yourself, you can do anything. Even if you feel down, force yourself to take another step.

[supasaiyan99]

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Good luck bro. Best wishes for a smooth recovery. Give your head up and don't give up the fight!!!

[mtnmedic]

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Holy cow, I was wondering what happenend to you ! My best wishes are with you my friend.