Originally posted by Cirrus2000
Oh trust me I want to look good for this......I want to impress a couple of the guys there (no not that way).
Sometimes I guess guys like a lot of the ones on this board, well they were the jocks in HS and didn't know what it was like to be ostracised and made fun of to the point where you hate yourself, and yourself worth. You even think you're not worthy of living.
And then the day comes you get over it for the mostpart, but not totally.....the "burning anger" is still there, that competetive part that you never brought out when you were younger.
You yearn for the respect of the HS jocks....not because you want to be bossom buddies, but because you want them to finally accept that you are a worthy person. It burns in you like a fire, looking for the right opportunity to finally say "Here I am, look at me you fucker...I can be just like you"
You guys think I still have a few issues LOL.
Oh trust me I want to look good for this......I want to impress a couple of the guys there (no not that way).
Sometimes I guess guys like a lot of the ones on this board, well they were the jocks in HS and didn't know what it was like to be ostracised and made fun of to the point where you hate yourself, and yourself worth. You even think you're not worthy of living.
And then the day comes you get over it for the mostpart, but not totally.....the "burning anger" is still there, that competetive part that you never brought out when you were younger.
You yearn for the respect of the HS jocks....not because you want to be bossom buddies, but because you want them to finally accept that you are a worthy person. It burns in you like a fire, looking for the right opportunity to finally say "Here I am, look at me you fucker...I can be just like you"
You guys think I still have a few issues LOL.

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