Life sucks for me

[THE JUICE]

Im always getting sick, either stomach aches or flu. Ive been sick for 2 weeks already with a damn cold that wont go away. My stoamch is always acting up on me. If I drink coke my stomach hurts, if I eat spicy it hurts. If I eat no carbs it hurts. I either have diarreah everyday or cannot go at all. I get sick at nights when I tun on my fan at high speed, I get the chills, and If I turn it off I start sweating like a maniac. I also swaet like a maniac too, its embarrassing getting all dressed up for something and then start sweating bad. I dont even like my appearance, I may be 230 right now but I dont see myself that wa either. Job, I dont have a summer job now but I do have a permanent job at the school district, just need to wait till august to start working again. My family here are always getting in my nerves, basically my dad and youngest sister who I dont really like. And the last thing about all this is me worring too much for my girl. I worry about her alot, cause shes the one I love and wouldnt wanna lose her. Maybe thats a reason why Im always 24/7 and she dont mind that either. Im just afraid of losing a wonderful person thats part of my life. Next week she will be gone to Cali for 2 weeks and thats gonna suck balls. Im just fed up with everything, and its killing me inside. I cannot even go to sleep at nights, I end up going to bed at 1am and dont fall asleep till 7 in the morning. What can I do? I hope if I get checked they dont detect nothing bad in me, or any sickness like stomach infections or things like that.

[rado]

sorry bro, seemds like you have a weak immune system. you might want to take a rest when your done for a bit...

[Kristylynn]

Maybe the worrying and stress is making you sick. Otherwise I know for a fact depression can make you have aches and pains all over the place. Maybe you should seriously have your doctor take a look at you and if he finds nothing wrong maybe you should ask him for some anxiety pills.
I used to have those aches and pains all the time, I was tested for everything under the sun only to find out my depression and anxiety was causing my pain. They put me on Paxil, then prozac and that really really helped me take a step in the right direction.
Good luck, hang in there!

[THE JUICE]

thanx for the kind words. I gotta set up an appointment for next week if they could take me in. I hope its nothing serious.

[njjuicer]

hey juice think it coudl always be worse be thanfull for the good u do got and dont worry it'll pass bro anyways u got me :p lol

[Kristylynn]

STOP worrying about it, I'm sure you are fine! Just take it one day at a time huh, this too will pass

[THE JUICE]

[DiamondBling]

U aint got no worries bro, ur stressin too much that's why ur sick....

[Kristylynn]

Let us know how your doctor appt goes

[MidnightRider]

Do a lot of cardio and eat a lot of fruits and veggies. Have the doc check your thyroid.

[kwik20r]

Glad to hear that you're going to visit the doc... Depression is a serious condition that alot of people blow off as inconsequential. Aside from any advice the doc may give or meds he might prescribe, the only thing I could add is to try new things... something to vent some angst or to distract your mind from the facets of your life and people that stress you out. Working out does that for most of us here I'd say, but in this case you might want to try something else.

Something competitive that you have a talent for would be good for your self esteem. Excelling at something would definitely help with your mood.

One more thing... I'm not implying anything here but it seems that your relationship, while being rewarding to you and giving you great pleasure, also stresses you. If there isn't any imminent danger of you and your g/f splitting up, you should probably try to take a deep breath and just see it for what it is; a good thing that is still good and likely to get better as long as you both love each other and value your relationship . When you squeeze sand to tightly in your fist it will seep through the cracks... Hold it too loosely and it will sift through your fingers... Cup it in your palm and there it stays. (I'm not talkin' about squeezing breasts here bro, lol).

Just take it easy and try to keep your head up!

[THE JUICE]

thanx guys

[LOCO]

yeh man i hear ya... i got shitload of stress right now.. and it's screwing me up really bad.... problems with finances (huge debts), problems with finding a job, problems with parents (!), also my gurl every once in a while....
shit all over the place... i can't eat, sleep now and i'm not in the mood to do anything... i even lost 15lbs in thew last few weeks... and every time i chear up a bit try forget things and move on, something hits me so hard i crash every time... lately it's been my parents.... wonder what's gonna be next....