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There was a day in my life where i was known as 'lucifer' the devil himself. Born and raized in the inner cities of queens by drugs and chained up school yards. I vowed to redeme myself by changing everything but the man upstars put everyhthing in my path and i wasnt strong enough to move it all!!
One day i flipped , joined a gym at age 20 weighing 171 and tried putting up 185, the bar came crashing down!! Needless to say life got no better and having a son taken away and a family destroyed fucked me up for life. Instead of suicide, my aggression came out in the gym and earned respect for my hard work. I read and learned about products, protein, amino acids, creatine, and even the gear but stayed away form gear for 5 years!
I have a tatoo across my back that says PAIN, pain is what i know best and its a reminder of what to do to avoid it,,, simply put,,, inflict it myself before someone else does. I bust my ass in the gym, as hardcore as anyone and i dont want to be looked at as anything but. We have all made mistakes and live with em and move on.
These web site supply info to new people reliying on us to guide them in the right direction and those are my directions on this board as well as all mods. Anyone who knows BIG-G, knows i go all out and i will continue my lifes commitment in the gym till the day i die!
IN conclusion, there was some confusion on another board and members there are here as well so maybee if i shed some light on myself you wont be lead by everyone elses thought. This is BIG-G, a man on a mission to become a freak of nature at all costs and get my son back! Hopefully this isnt a boring read and if so then dont reply, but if you feel what im tryin to say then give me a HELL YEAH,,,,,,,,,,,,,
One day i flipped , joined a gym at age 20 weighing 171 and tried putting up 185, the bar came crashing down!! Needless to say life got no better and having a son taken away and a family destroyed fucked me up for life. Instead of suicide, my aggression came out in the gym and earned respect for my hard work. I read and learned about products, protein, amino acids, creatine, and even the gear but stayed away form gear for 5 years!
I have a tatoo across my back that says PAIN, pain is what i know best and its a reminder of what to do to avoid it,,, simply put,,, inflict it myself before someone else does. I bust my ass in the gym, as hardcore as anyone and i dont want to be looked at as anything but. We have all made mistakes and live with em and move on.
These web site supply info to new people reliying on us to guide them in the right direction and those are my directions on this board as well as all mods. Anyone who knows BIG-G, knows i go all out and i will continue my lifes commitment in the gym till the day i die!
IN conclusion, there was some confusion on another board and members there are here as well so maybee if i shed some light on myself you wont be lead by everyone elses thought. This is BIG-G, a man on a mission to become a freak of nature at all costs and get my son back! Hopefully this isnt a boring read and if so then dont reply, but if you feel what im tryin to say then give me a HELL YEAH,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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