Finding it hard to post

[GetBig]

Maybe we need a forum where we can all offer support to anyone with any kinda of problems. Sometimes all we ever need is just an ear.

[SMILEY FACE]

thank u mick g, i hear u, but it is hard for me, it is still fresh and 2 years lfelt like 2 month for me, and what hurts me the most that mentally still attached to her and still think about hyer alllll the time and just tears my heart apart, and some days i sit back and think why me????????????, but i'am sure that all the wounds will heel with time but it is going so slowwww. anyway, we all feel sorry for chris and guy enjoy lifer, coz life is 2 freakin' short.

[mick-G]

Just goes to show life is very short. Don't take things for granted, and make sure your loved ones know how you feel about them, cause they might not be here tomarrow for you to tell them. And Big_Mike, trust me the first two years are the worst. If you can get through, it will make you a stronger person. Later you'll make the decision to get yourself back into the stream of things and you will find the woman that has that special smile, smell, and look that will remind you of what you miss. Try to stay optimistic even thought its hard. There are still very special women out there.

[SMILEY FACE]

thanx again mick G, but man i know there is alot fishes in the sea and u need to know how to fish teh right one, when i found her, i became a better person, trsut me onit, she was so especial, and i will 25 in january 7 and thiswas my dream with her to have my first babe with her, and januay is around the corner and i know that hell will break loose on me. . just it wasn't fair for her to die , she was 21 years, and had a lot of years ahead of her. and i really hate everyone at the clubs who try to show off taht they can drink and drive, and i'am against that zilllion percent, coz i felt what pain is and i don''t want another family to go through teh same shit that i'am going trhough. i always go with my firends and i'ma the driver, don't drink, smoke, drugs, except roids , and i just wnat to be there for all my freinds because they don't know what pain is and i don't want them to taste it. yeah, every night i pray for better day and 2 stay healthy and stay away from trouble and that is all what i care right now. life is too short and i try so hard to get hook up with another girl, but stilll can't do , i feel like it is wrong. anyway i hate talkinga bouty this subject, just bring me the worst memories ever, and i just started my cycle , and i need to be stress free and get BIG:p

[mick-G]

Take care of yourself, Big_Mike.

[SMILEY FACE]

thanks u mick g and the rest of this forum.

[leankid]

Exactly the way I feel. I can't believe how saddened I've gotten from someone that I've never met in person! I think it's just the principle of knowing that he was a great person, who just couldn't shake this demon!

[GetBig]

So I guess knowone liked the idea of the forum that i mentioned?

It was just a thought.

[mick-G]

Sounds like it would be a good topic for forum, as many are grief struck with passing of GU and others could talk. Might help some?

[GetBig]

I really think it could, sometimes that all a person needs is an ear. We are all a family here so we should do all we can do. I am not saying we don't already do this, but might be nice in a forum all to it's own. Maybe even someway to make it a blind post so that the names are not revealed if one so wishes.

Anything from drugs to girlfreind problems. You never who might be the one to shake the since into you.

I don't believe there is another board that has this type of topic. Showing people that we are all family is a great way to bring the board to the TOP!

[jughead]

it sounds like a lot of people needed someone like gearedup when they first started. well ive been around for a couple of years but i still dont know a whole lot. so speaking for myself and probably some of the newbies, we still need someone who we can look up too like we all did chris. i know its hard for everyone but just remember that some of you guys are the ones that the rest of us will have to look up to now. and i can say that geared left this board in very good hands. im sure he knew that when he left us!!!!!