Finding it hard to post

[GetBig]

Since the recent loss, I am finding it hard to even reply to post. It just seems kinda funny talking about anything with everything going on.

I know the board needs to stay going on Geardups behalf, but man this is hard!

[6p6]

....let it ride awhile bro we'll all be back to form soon...

[GetBig]

I think you might be right 6p6, just was wondering if any others might be having the same thoughts

[FUZO]

EVERY THING TAKES TIME

[MYRICK]

I WAS FEELING IT TO THE FIRST FEW DAYS. ESPECIALLY SINCE I TRY TO JOKE AND HAVE FUN WITH MY POSTS I JUST COULDNT DO IT.

[DrtyJrzyGuy]

seems wrong or something

[MYRICK]

NOT WRONG JUST NOT RIGHT

[Derek]

Originally posted by 6p6
....let it ride awhile bro we'll all be back to form soon...

Sorry bro- it will never be the same.

"perfection" ..... but different.

chem...

[jack hust]

i found it really hard to post the past few days

[swift]

i dont know about you guys but i still feel a little depressed, and i just cant find myself entering this site but i will come around, and i will be here everyday just like normal..........

[GetBig]

I have joined a few new boards lately. I am not one that spends each and everyday going to boards, as you can see by my post count, but been around a long time. This has felt like my home, well let put it this way, where ever gearedup has been seems like the board I would go to, started out steroids101, then on to the fitness board and now here. It get hard trusting people in the game we play. Toughguy25, small and Geardup were the bros in the beginning to help me.

I guess the best way to stay true and keep geardups board alive is to go one like we always did, it just seems hard right now. Time should heel, right?

[SMILEY FACE]

yeah, i have teh same feeling, how about i tell u i lost my fiance 2 years ago, she went with some friends to a party and some guy ran then over adn the guy was drunk, killed my babe, this is day i swear t god, i dream of her every fucking night, and i know for fact i will never find someonelse, i just can't do it,I HAVE A BIG HEART and till this day for 2 years, i had no sex coz i feel like i'am cheating on her, i have her name of my back, and god i miss her so much, and bleive it or not, my tears are running while iam typing this. all what i want to do , is to get big and start competing, that what i care the most (that what she wanted from me, to compete)

[trip]

Getbig,

Yes, have the very same feelings, like myrick said not wrong, just not right.

You are not alone, it simply says how much he was appreciated and will be missed.

[jsjs24]

Originally posted by big_mike1979
yeah, i have teh same feeling, how about i tell u i lost my fiance 2 years ago, she went with some friends to a party and some guy ran then over adn the guy was drunk, killed my babe, this is day i swear t god, i dream of her every fucking night, and i know for fact i will never find someonelse, i just can't do it,I HAVE A BIG HEART and till this day for 2 years, i had no sex coz i feel like i'am cheating on her, i have her name of my back, and god i miss her so much, and bleive it or not, my tears are running while iam typing this. all what i want to do , is to get big and start competing, that what i care the most (that what she wanted from me, to compete)

Sorry to hear that and I wish you well big_mike.

[mick-G]

Big Mike, I know its hard. I lost my wife 11 yrs ago. Seems like yesterday, she just 31yrs to terminal liver disease. Didn't drink, no drugs? Gone in two weeks. I know its hard, believe me, I remember times I felt i was so alone and I wanted to be. Someday you will find that special girl that will put a light back into your life; I have. I took me three years. I had to think about how she would have not wanted for me to be alone and to go on with life. This is what you must do too.