I can't believe it. Here I am, 6 weeks into my 1st cycle with test/deca. Every workout is a new experience in strength gains. Today is chest day. I start with flat benches. I am doing reps with a weight I couldn't max at 4 weeks ago. I get two easy reps (I won't enbarrass myself wuth the actual weight), but feel a little twinge in the R. chest. Probably should dtop right? NOOOO, I have to try to get 1 more....OUCH something tears in my right chest. My spotter has to get the weight off me. I see no bruising, and no deformity of the chest muscle, so I hope its just a muscle.
I am so depressed, I feel like I blew 6 weeks because I am a stupid, overaggressive moron! Why did I have to go for that last rep?! Now I have to leave the gym after barely starting that workout. I am icing the bejesus out of the area. I think I can still do other body parts. Still, even if I recover in the next week, I know this will set back what had been incredible chest progress. I just hope I didn't detach something.
Why am I posting this you ask? I guess I am feeling so depressed and stupid that I had to vent. Has this happened to anybody else?
I am so depressed, I feel like I blew 6 weeks because I am a stupid, overaggressive moron! Why did I have to go for that last rep?! Now I have to leave the gym after barely starting that workout. I am icing the bejesus out of the area. I think I can still do other body parts. Still, even if I recover in the next week, I know this will set back what had been incredible chest progress. I just hope I didn't detach something.
Why am I posting this you ask? I guess I am feeling so depressed and stupid that I had to vent. Has this happened to anybody else?
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