I was always the bad ass and was a bully for a short time. Getting on a program for me was all about feeling healthy. I hated myself when I was the bully and changed in the 7th grade. I was a good fighter and loved it and it was better when I thought I was protecting someone else. When I got older and felt all the pain and problems from all the damage to my body I wanted to feel better and started TRT. I am a kinder and more respectful person now then ever.