My Epiphany

[BIGFOST]

TweetThe last few months have taught me a few things. I have been trying to find the answer to my problems with pills and 90 proof. To be honest with you I took enough xanax last week to kill me. I feel weird telling you guys this but i dunno. Today I was sitting here like I do everyday. I relized some things. The answers I had been finding were doing nothing but dulling the pain. The true answer to all of lifes problems is found in a book. A book im sure all of you own but rarely open. The Bible. So I have decided to stop self medicating. Let the Lord guide my life. I sat on the porch and prayed. It was diffrent this time. Instead of the one way conversation im used to having, I felt like God was listening. I have decided to let him control my situation, He is the only one that ever controled it anyway. I have gave God my life again. I know things will get better. This is one of my only outlets for my emotions anymore. Sorry if i sounded funny up there but its my epiphany

[kite]

TweetGood luck man. You're deffinately on the right track, pills and booze only complicate matters and lead to more frustration not to mention health problems and isolation. We always do much better when we look within and search for strength from strength's origin.

[littlebritain]

TweetGood post bro. I am somewhat surpised at the number of commited christian bros there are . I think you are bang on the money and there is a lost of wisdom in the bible if we only take the time to look and read.