TweetBro, i got first hand experience on this one. Like i said before, 2 repairs within a year back in 93 and 94, one on each side. The hard area you're feeling is simply scar tissue healing. Even after you're declared "healed" by your doc you'll feel it for maybe a year. It will definitely regress and not be as hard but folks like us here who are so in tune to our bodies and the way they respond will be able to tell something was done in there. The depression, yup i had that too. I felt like i was never gonna be able to lift again and if i did i'd always run the risk of injury again. Knock on wood, 13 years later, nothing happened. It WILL be ok GJ. You will come out of this and go back to as good or betterthan before. PM me if you are still bummed amigo.