I have to second (or third) that. First cycle you are going to grow no matter what you take. Test is among the cheapest and most effective AS there is. Go with the 400 to 500 mg test enan or test cyp a week. You can do the sus but I hear it is significantly more painful to inject and you will get similar results from using just a single ester. Sounds like you already know how to eat and train so you should be very pleased. There is absolutely no need to take a bunch of stuff together on your first cycle; one maybe two compounds is all I would recommend. If you go with more than one AS, keep the combined total gear under about 700 to 750 mg ew. No need to expose yourself to the increased risk of sides by taking more when you will grow just fine that.
A few things to remember:
1) BLOODWORK: This is very important and something many newbies screw up on. Get some bloodwork done before starting your cycle to establish baseline values for liver enzymes and kidney function (a lipid profile and test level would be good too if you can afford). You should repeat those tests midway through your cycle and again at the end of your cycle. Compare those values with your baseline to detect any agregious changes. Of course, don't bother to measure your test levels in the middle or at the end of your test cycle.
2) ANTESTROGENS: get a few months worth of nolvadex and keep it on hand in case gyno begins to rear it's ugly head. You may not need it but if you do, waiting on it in the mail while gyno further develops is exaspirating to say the least. You could get some liquidex and run it at 0.5 mg ed or eod but I really don't think it will be necessary with only 400 to 500 mg test a week and liquidex will impact your lipid profile negatively.
How about:
cycle 1: test enan (500 mg ew) for 10 weeks. Followed by clomid/nolvadex therapy for two weeks
cycle2: test enan (400 mg ew) + eq (350 mg ew) for 10 weeks. Followed by clomid/nolva therapy for 2 weeks
cycle3: test enan (400 mg ew) + fina (50 mg ed) for 8 weeks. Followed by clomid/nolva therapy for 2 weeks.
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