TweetWell, MOST (not all) P-hormones give more sides than gains.
I wouldnt risk marriage for AAS, UNLESS you could fool her into thinking you are only taking P-Hormones, creatine,protein, glutamine,ALA, etc. and have a safe at a buds house with your gear and ONLY do small cycle at a time. (AKA dont put on 30 lbs in 12-14 weeks....more like 10-15 of LBM)
1 short Prop cycle (6-8 weeks) should be suffiecient.
But bro, only do this if you have to.
Stay safe,
-The Doc