You gained 70lbs in four cycles... why are you so concerned about what other people think? Perhaps you just feel better at 200lbs as opposed to 230. I know I'd feel pretty yucky carrying around all that extra weight all the time, even if it was pure muscle.
Everyone has an idea of what their ideals are, and perhaps you truly want to be at a lower weight and ripped.
Who knows... whatever you decide, at least you have been blessed with genetics that will take you there!
I know nothing about any of this insanity... it's just a fun game to me.