you could have just said what you told us "DEEP IN MY HEART I LOVE HER AND MISS HER BUT I KNOW IT IS NOT GOING TO WORK OUT AS LONG AS HER FATHER IS ALIVE AND THEN I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE"..but its understandable why you did what you did. I'm sure she knows you love her ..but you gotta do what you gotta do to get by..She has to accept that ..It's a tough situation..basically she has to pick having a relatiopnship with you or her father -correct??
I'd say to just be nice to her if she does call because maybe shell realize she has to be with you no matterwhat the consequences..try to keep on somewhat good terms, never burn bridges, but at the same time do what you can to get through the day--hope that helps
(candidates@google:ron paul )