anyone have a hole in there ear and fluid behind it

I guess being sick 3 weeks ago with a bad cough then flying I got fluid behind the ear, I've never ever had any ear problems in my life maybe it was the coughing so hard who knows. So I went to a ENT and he made a cut drained some fluid which then got infected and had to be put on antibiotics and ear solution antibiotics and now my hearing is even worse. So last night my daughter put my ear drops in my ear and it got clogged and the ear isn't draining anymore and my hearing is even worse. The horrible thing about this is my anxiety is through the roof and I cant take it and I'm panicking and I'm taking my Xanax like candy to keep my anxiety down because I dont know how to handle not hearing out of 1 ear. The Doc put me on Augment em and its been 5-6 days and still nothing is getting better. This night has been horrible and now Im up trying to distract myself because I cant sleep. And to make things worse my whole fukn family is sick and if I get sick and have this ear problem.Oh Fuk send my ass to the Moon . Its not wax

I use this stuff called auro in my ear to prevent build up. Doc says I will always have ear and nasal probs until I get my smashed up nose and nasal cavities fixed (the ears drain into them).

I have had far fewer ear infections than I use this 2X a week. I also use hydrogen peroxide and water mix in my ears on days when not using the auro.

Damn that sounds terrible brotha. Sorry to hear you're having to go through that. Hope it gets better for you soon man.