Decided to shrink

For a while I was in this become HUGE mentality and about a year ago was on a very heavy cycle of 1g test, 100mg drol, 600mg deca, 10iu gh, 8iu pwo slin and was on my way to 230 I think no issue, got up to a lean 218lbs (5'8") and still had a tight ass waist, not visible abs but very flat stomach. I came off that when my house was robbed which affected my hgh budget at the time, but continued bulking without gh and slin and ended up at 220 but not as lean as I was at 218. Then I just had a moment I guess and went thru all my pics over the years of my body since I document them all pretty much so I have pics from 153lbs all the way as heavy as 220lbs and just was looking for which looked the best on me. I loved the way I looked in the low-mid 180s and its also cake for me to maintain on normal ass food like cereal for breakfast, pbj, shit like that since its very mature muscle maybe...I dunno maybe reaching on why but either way it is cake to hold 180s for me with little diet effort at all. Here is a pic from this weekend sitting at a nice and lean 185lbs here. I have been as low as 181 over past couple weeks but didnt get a pic as it was only a few days then I had a hardcore food binge that took that away...Watcha think FG

Looking great and glad to see you here again. I remember that you ate so clean. How have you been feeling? Last time we spoke, you werent feeling so good?

Health has been better than it was last time we talked about it I think I was just getting out of the Hospital and such. But I always have issues, unfortunately I have a lot of health issues that are handed down so my heart is a little wacky and I tend to get sick easy as hell but it is what it is and I live a great life so I cant complain. I eat pretty clean still, not quite as strict as before as I do have some stuff that's normal like cereal. Biggest thing that surprises people I meet is the fact I drink no calories at all and havent for years, not a drip of alcohol either. I'm so OCD over my waistline that its impossible for me to get into that stuff.

i was wondering what happened to you.. Looking good

Hey bro! Good seeing you man! Like you (much longer ago than you) I discovered I liked a certain maintainable weight and pretty much have stayed there for years. My gear use is easy, my diet is easy to tinker on the fly, my health is good! Etc etc

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Originally Posted by SMILEY FACE

i was wondering what happened to you.. Looking good

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thanks buddy, and ya had to straighten out things in my personal life a little.

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Originally Posted by 6p6

Hey bro! Good seeing you man! Like you (much longer ago than you) I discovered I liked a certain maintainable weight and pretty much have stayed there for years. My gear use is easy, my diet is easy to tinker on the fly, my health is good! Etc etc

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ya that's sweet bro, my gear use has only been a cruise of 250/wk and I've been on that for months and month. Dont wanna ever come off again, but dont see myself ever really bulking again. Maybe try an put on a lb or two here or there but nothing I'd bulk for.

Good to see ya bro...looks great man. Been thinkin bout leanin down myself. It's tough to commit when you're used to being heavy

Hey man I always remember the true body architects and you're one of those!!

You look great!! But above all you seem to hve more control of your life.
Many of us out in this world battle the demons of always wanting to be "HUGE".
The reality of it all is that WE do what we may think is right at any moment, despite the inner struggle of ugly sides.


I got two tatoos on my right arm... I want more like you!!

B2J

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Originally Posted by Born2Juice4Ever

Hey man I always remember the true body architects and you're one of those!!

You look great!! But above all you seem to hve more control of your life.
Many of us out in this world battle the demons of always wanting to be "HUGE".
The reality of it all is that WE do what we may think is right at any moment, despite the inner struggle of ugly sides.


I got two tatoos on my right arm... I want more like you!!

B2J

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ha thanks man, and ya I'm always been concerned with aesthetics whether I'm 175 or 225 I want to have a tight waist, symmetrical shape & no certain muscles over powering others. And ya bro tattoo's are a blast, I am adding more and more all the time.