I am out of fukin control
Moved out from gf,workin things out with sons mother=stress,grandmother is dyin,and mom and dad split up after 25 years.Anyways today at the gym I was doing chest and I was using 130 pound dumbbells,after I was done my set I dropped the weight on the floor cause they r so heavy,fuk hurtin myself holdin them and puttin them back.Anyways This guy at my gym that works there is always a dick,he comes over to me and is ,if u drop the fukin db's like that again your gonna have to rack all the weights 1 night after hours or I'm out,so I tried nice to explain to him that I can hurt myself if I do it that way he wants,so then as he is walkin away he mutter fukin dick,so I was like what,and before you know it I'm gettin kicked out of my gym,I beat him decently,fukin dick.I just feel crazy lately?too much on my mind,sorruy to vent.