Did I do Tha Right Thang..........
I've just gotten back from the club. Amazing hunniez, but i'm too fuckin passive to do anything.....even when they look me in the eyes and smile at me :iconrolle
Anyways, walkin back to my ride with my 2 other friends, say our goodbye's and they walk off to their ride. A car roles up. So i'm gonna be generous and give them my parking ticket i payed for. I didn't see the guy talkin to me in the drivers seat, i was on the other side. So as I give him the tick, I finally recognize the face to go along with the voice that sounded familiar. He didn't even know who I was.
It was my former best friend of like 3 years ago. I ran with alot of different crews at that time. I was gettin "known" around my city. I was friends with him and his cuz's. I started off with them and I was "gettin bigger" not physically. They were jealous. So one day he calls me up and wants to come over to my place to chill. So I go home waitin for him. Door bell rings, I open it........and 4 guys rush through the door, including him, and pounce on me. One guy had a fuckin gun. Apparently one of his jealous cuzins made some shit up that I said shit about him. Which wasn't tru. Anways, 4 fuckin guys had to come over to my place and threaten me. I was flattered. This guy wasn't my friend after all. There was some physical contact that took place but nuttin major. Showed me the gun, threatened to blow my brains out that sort of thing. I wasn't scared cuz I new they weren't gonna do shit. So they left about a half hour later. And I never did anything about it. No retaliation whatsoever. I saw him once with his cuz and I had a couple guys with me, but I was on my campus and couldn't risk gettin expelled. I knew he was expecting me to retaliate very soon after it happened, that would have started a mini war. But I had some good bro's tell me it wasn't worth it, that they are the *****es, not you!
So that was him in his ride, that I finally recognized. All of a sudden my mind set changed. I wanted to rip him out his car and beat tha fuck out of him in front of his ***** buddies and ugly *****es. I called up my 2 buddies that just left, my boy told me not to do anything, its not worth it. He wasn't gonna come and help me either. I'm sittin in my ride contemplating what to do. Furiously mad.
So I put my SUV into reverse and went home...............
In a way i'm angry that I've never gotten revenge, and in a way i'm glad i've never took it out. But this time I was really fuckin tempted, u know?
I've always thought about that incident ever since it happened. That incidence actually changed my lifestyle, for the better. Get out of the game sort of thing. So when I saw him, there was pain and I wanted to take my pain out on him.......
Did I make the right decision. I thought with my brain instead of my heart.............