.......easy to loose!!
i have been so fuked up at work. after my assistant quit, shyt hit the fan. i had contract getting kicked from the bank and everything was just a mess. its almost good that we were dead and i had some real time to fix the shyt. prob is....i havnt been to the gym in 3 weeks!! im not eating more than once or twice a day, i'm drinking too much and i started fukin smoking again after 2.5yrs quiting!! FUK!!!! and.....i've become the incredable shrinking man! i went from a leaned out (full six, veins in abs, the best i've ever been) 215lbs too...? i dont even want to know, but i guess maybe 200....AT BEST!!! fukin shirts hang on me like a sheet!! talk about fukin with your head!!! this is killin me!!