i posted how my motivation was shit, this was the only board i posted it on and yalls replys really put the fire back in me, so thank u all so much more than u know i was very close to slipping in to bad habbits. now im back in the gym,eatting,and might have a job comming,so from my heart thanks its good to know that there real bros that go through it too. thanx for everything guys i owe yall im feeling my legs back. good people.