Any girl in my life has to understand that I do what I do in order to be who I want to be. If I didn't want to be 280 plus pounds I wouldn't have spent the last seven years eating enough to feed three people, going to the gym like a part time job, and NOT going out and partying all the time. AAS usage is a part of what I do. I do it in a healthy way and thats that. If my girl couldn't understand it then we wouldn't be together. I am not saying that you should break up with your girl. That is your choice. I am just telling you what my choice would be.