here we go!!!


got married sold MY house my 2002 avalacnche got into debt becasue i started a new job needed a van and tools the selling of the hosue got me out of this debt but now we have a new hosue after buying this house thing wer going good the first 2 months i was not making a lot of cash as i am in sales and sales were really down now this year i am projected to make 60-70 i am working on 3 huge condos that we start installing in mid of febuary so i started bouincing again for extra cash to try and help my wife has quit her job because she was people taken from her and that was effecting her and her life became a hell she was missrable and crying almost everyday wel she is a waitress at the same bar i work at i have got one pay check since dec 1 i used tha to pay the jan house payment she has gone back to work at hooters tues-thurs and friday and sat night at the bar. how the hell do you guys do this i am so miserbale i am on anti depreset and 2 anaxiety meds. stil not helping and i will not see a check till what i sell has been installed. well my factory has pushed almost everything a month behind for when i will recieve and it will be installed and have acumalted some debt and its killing that i am unable to pay this off and not even really pay all of my bills god this is killing me!!!! thanks for letting me vent!!!