god isn't all that...
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if god really gave a rip, why doesn't he stop things from happening to believers who truely love and serve him? doesn't make any sense to me. i'm not trying to start a debate or cut on anyone's beliefs but i'm holding a mass grudge against god for what he allowed to happen in my former marriage and the two and a half years that followed.
i was preparing to go into the ministry and then all hell broke loose. he could've stopped it, made things change, or whatever. doesn't matter anymore.
my brother is a contemporary christian artist. he loves god and tries to talk to me about him but is careful about it because i'm not one to listen much to it. i see how god works in his life and it amazes me. when i see his family go through hard times and he's hurting, i have to laugh cause i know (from seeing this time and time again in his life) that he will come out on top and in a better place than before. it's funny but also pisses me off cause i used to have that kind of life but everything was ripped from me almost overnight. hell, i got to where i expected everything to go to hell.
i'm done now, had to get that out since i have no one to talk to about these things. maybe someone can offer some insight on this. hell, maybe not. good day.
::: What sought to kill me, failed! I am Unbroken... now and forever.