Dzone, I was the same. Whether whacking off or getting some I always felt guilty. Most people just do what they want and do not even try to live by Christian values.

It was this guilt that made me do research in the Bible. Like I said, it is left over puritanical values. Like not drinking alcohol even though it says "Jesus turned water into wine". They twist it, and say it was not fermented. Which is CRAZY, for sure it was fermented wine. They had no method of preserving stuff back then. Fermented beverages with alcohol were far safer to drink than grape juice.

I mean if one was to live strictly by the bible anyway one would send his wife to live in a shed during her monthly visitor and if you lost your dick and or balls due to cancer or an accident you go to hell. (There is no purgatory or middle ground in the Judeau Christian interpretation of heaven and hell. So to hell you go!)

Oh, do not call someone baldy, God might send some bears to kill you like in 2nd Kings 2:23-25 Yeah I know, context and interpretation but why take some of the bible literally and some as a parable that means something else? Hell the bible has been changed so many times and during Constantine's rein. He decided what should be in the bible, threw out some, changed others. No one knows the original text. Also many other manuscripts have been found. They are discounted as is the gnostic bible.

Who knows what is right. I cannot believe that a loving God would say "If you believe in my you will go to heaven, if not you go to hell" That is the bible in the New Testament. So if ****** gave his life to God and took Jesus as his lord and savior he is in heaven while some person who lived a righteous life, never sinned and helped people goes to hell because they were agnostic.

It was such freedom to leave organized religion behind, the guilt and hypocrisy were maddening.