TweetI am an Army Veteran and I gotta say I never actually accepted my baggage that I claimed from the military till a few years after I got out. My wife begged and begged for me to go see someone and get diagnosed. I fought it like a rock heard for a long time, but then finally sought help. I am now 50% service connected with my disability. And right now I am having a bad time. Night terrors are at a all time high and any daily things that may cause stress are amplified times 10. Just feeling really down and out at the moment and hate when these feeling consume me. Some times I just want to break down and just screw it with the world. Sorry for the rant, but some times this helps me relieve some emotions by putting it in words. Hope this wave of hopelessness goes away soon because it is consuming me at the moment.