I just want to say thank you to all who have kept in contact with me and checking up on me these past 6 almost 7 months. It's been rough for myself as well as my daughters. I've tried putting on a happy face around my daughters as well as my family but my friends know I've been off. I have trouble sleeping, almost no energy and generally have been depressed. I've tried a few times getting back into the gym but I can't focus for shit and end up losing interest cuz of it and so I'm back to looking sloppy as fuck. My oldest daughter and I are both in therapy, she's doing a bit better. The dr suggested I take some anti depressants but I don't want to due to the side affects. I'm currently on trt with my dr and am thinking about searching for a dr that does gh therapy in hopes that my energy levels get back to normal. Anyway I'm babbling. I just wanted to say thank to those of you on here and my other forum for checking up on me.