In april I had a cardiac arrest.
I have been on gear for decades.......
Obviously I cannot continue to use (except for my trt).
I have not been in the gym for 3 months and I wont be able to train again until hopefully the 5th of july. I have a treadmill stress test schedualed.
I was 225ish 7% or less bf. Common cycles were 1500-2000 test plus 1000-1500 assorted other aas and ancillaries.

So.....Im only eating 2 real meals a day now and I weigh about 190.

I have a theory that bodybuilding is mainly food driven. Meaning food is the #1 most important component.
I also believe that I can get to or close to where I was before without the drugs since I now already have the muscle tissue.

WHat do you guys think?
is it possible to get to where I was before clean?

If I go to 6 meals a day from 2 and a snack.....Ill def grow.