Re: i think i'm done...
Im in the same boat. I was into the bulking "how big can I get" thing for years. I got up to about 235 last fall. But like you my body didnt do well with the weight. I was big and strong, but felt like crap. I got down to about 203 which I think is a little too small. I think I want to get to a LEAN 210-215. Point is, I know what you mean. With the gym, supplements, and "supplements" available, we can get as big as we want but genetics play a big factor in how much weight and size your body can comfortably carry
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