I saw the same program (last Thursday, I think), and it was such a blatant misrepresentation of the culture it was hard to watch. The kid that took his life was obviously dealing with other issues than the steriods, which were probably only the tip of the iceberg. Its a shame how much the media actually dictates the average person's perceptions regarding issues that even the media itself doesn't understand. Sorry that shit affected you personally bro. Good luck with whatever you decide.