TweetSure, I'll take the bait and be the first to answer. I was an education major, and took 4 years of psychology. I can enjoy a good phylosophical conversation. So let me start:
Steroids are definitly a psychological "crutch" , if you will. Most people start taking steroids as a way to compensate for a lack several things. One may be self confidence. If I'm bigger, people will like me. Maybe some can't fight their way out of a paper bag, so they say if I'm bigger people won't pick on me. Obviously it's not for health benefits, since there's nothing really healthy about it. Shit, Pro Bodybuilders bring kidney Dialysis machines on tour with them. That's not too phuquing healthy!
It's like the old saying that is 99.9% accurate- A good % of police officers were geeks in school who were picked on. Now it's a way for them to feel inferior. It's a compensatory job. The more power you have, the better you feel. I have been here for a few months now, I can easily see the people here who are taking steroids for the wrong reasons.
**Please, don't take my words as someone who feels they are better than anyone else here, because I don't feel that way at all. I feel I am stating an obvious observation**
I'm just saying there are people here who feel that if they don't take juice, no one will like them. And some people are willing to put their life on the line just for social acceptance. It's a horrible thing. Then again, some people do it for an emotional crutch. Just like going out and spending $3000 on a new suit. It makes YOU feel better, so you do it. You had a bad life, so go spend $3000 on juice and feel better. My reason for steroids was envy in a way. My very first job out of high school was a factory job to pay for my college at nights. One of the guys in the factory was a fork lift driver. He was a younger guy at about 25, but a BIG MO FO. Now, I used to wrestle in high school, and had one of those physiques that if I took my shirt off, I looked damn good, but with it on, no one knew I worked out. I was slender but defined. So I made friends with this guy, and soon we discussed working out. A few months went by, and me and this guy started to work out together. (no all you fags, this isn't turning into a homo story) So this guy asked me if I ever considered any 'roids. Sure, I always "considered" it, but never really knew the side effects or anything. I just thought you take a needle, a few pills, sit back, and get big. He actually gave me my first crash course in juicing. Told me what I needed to do, how to work out, what to eat, etc.... So my VERY FIRST cycle was a deca only cycle in 1990. Yellow tops Thankfully, no damage was done to my libido. Second cycle was cyp and dbol, and on and on and on. I think my decision to use steroids was based more on curiosity. I saw how big this guy was, and wanted to know If I could get the same size. Yea, I know I'm hypocritical by telling people now not to juice until they're in their mid to late 20's, but if I knew then what I know now, I would have waited. I still think my shoulder surgery was attributed to my steroid use. I pushed to damn hard on myself. But hey, we live and learn. I kept a good bit of my mass after stopping roids for surgery, but that was because I still worked out, even at the lightest of weights. Obviously, I would LOVE to look like a Dorian Yates or a white Lee Haney or Flex Wheeler, but my dedication, mental well being, or $$$ isn't there that would allow me. I love the look at just being a fucking muscular freak of nature!