TweetAnd it does make me feel better to see support from perfect strangers. I may come off as a whack job right now, but I'm just being honest with myself right now. I wish what I have gone through and what I am currently going through on no person because the weight of these issues could easily burry me. Having the support of my wife and family and hearing things like this make me push harder. I thank you guys with the bottom of my heart. It does mean alot whether you believe it or not.

Tweetif you have good private insurance, try to find a good therapist. I'm fortunate to have good private healthcare. I seen a therapist for 5 years straight every week. Now I only go as needed. I did some cognitive therapy that ill admit, I didn't like it,it seemed to ease some of the thoughts, feelings, but no therapy can take that shit away. I personally just learned to deal with it and live my life. You are not alone. I also learned that certain compounds I use would trigger me. Don't ever hesitate to reach out.

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Originally Posted by rocky83

And it does make me feel better to see support from perfect strangers. I may come off as a whack job right now, but I'm just being honest with myself right now. I wish what I have gone through and what I am currently going through on no person because the weight of these issues could easily burry me. Having the support of my wife and family and hearing things like this make me push harder. I thank you guys with the bottom of my heart. It does mean alot whether you believe it or not.

Listen buddy, we are not strangers on this board. We all have something in common that binds us together no matter how diverse our experiences are. We care about each other here. Most of the best friends I have are here, even though I have only personally met a handful of them. You have your wife and family and us. You WILL get through this difficult time. You are amazing for being able to reach out. The best days of your life are ahead.