Wowzy have I been a slacker,lol. The past year was a very rough year, but still some great times throughout. I intend on really making some good changes this year. I have been a helper/fixer my whole life and have realized its time to take care of me yet I dont even know how to sometimes. I have family pissed at me because of it but I have Fuzo, my daughter, my parents and a couple close friends who fully support my healing. So I will continue this journal but will only update here and there. Mama didn't raise a quitter, but this gal is just beat. However, slow progress is still progress. So if I reach out, and ask for help, which is so amazingly hard for me to do... I hope you can give me some support.

thanks my FG friends
baby1