So I'm up to 230lbs after stacking 50mg ED winstrol for 4 weeks. That shit was fun. Made me hard as hell fast and I've put on 15 lbs and 1" on my arms all why eating 4,000 calories a day. I've gotten some great compliments these last few weeks that have really boosted myself. Including "wow your built like a man should be" from porn star Angela Aspen. Nobody will ever be able to take that away from me lol.

I know I shouldn't be nit picking at it but my waist is up to 38" and I'm letting it get to me. 3 years ago after I got frustrated about letting myself go after I got out of the army I dropped from 230 at least at 27% body fat to 192lbs 10%bf with a 32" waist. I threw out all my "fat" clothes. 15lbs ago I was checked at 19%bf so I've still gotta be close to it. So I had to buy a new pair of work pants this week. It kinda ****s with my mind having to buy bigger pants, like I'm working backwards or something. That's my chick rant.